Our dirty

little secret

“What do you find so exciting about scat sessions?”

I get asked this question a lot. It is something that I have put a lot of thought into, especially because scat was something I hadn’t tried before I started working as a pro-domme and it is now one of my favorite things to do. I had heard about it, of course, but it never piqued my interest. In fact, I was pretty sure that it was something I would never try. And what do you know, my first session as a professional domina was a scat session! I thought “Okay, I’ll try it once to see how it is and can always decide not to do another one if I don’t like it.” I remember how nervous I was before the session started and I can barely recount what we did leading up to the “grand finale”. But I remember so clearly the tremendous rush I felt as I pulled up my skirt and opened my legs, reminding him that he was there to be my toilet. I looked down at him waiting for my caviar and felt a kind of excitement I had never experienced before. His mouth opened in a gasp as I stood over him and lowered myself slowly toward his face. I will let you imagine how the rest of the session unfolded…

Since that first time a few years ago I have had sessions with absolute beginners to seasoned gourmands. I admire one’s desire to be a toilet and am fascinated by the different forms this fantasy takes. Whether it is the desire to transform into an object and be used, a way to show extreme devotion or simply to enjoy the closeness of my body then savoring the taste of me in his mouth…I see scat as the perfect combination of submission and worship.

I love the taboo associated with scat.

I know when someone comes to me for my caviar, I might be the only person in the world that knows about it because one can’t share this fantasy with just anyone. It’s our dirty little secret. This is just one of the reasons I find it incredibly intimate.

I associate a particular sensuality with lovers of scat – the connoisseur can certainly understand how electrifying it is to experience someone’s body both on the inside and the outside – whether taking it directly from the source or laying in the gorgeous toilet from Style Fetisch at Studio Lux.

I do scat sessions mornings between 10:00-13:00. Because certain preparations are required, the session begins long before we meet in the studio as I plan what to eat for dinner in anticipation of the upcoming session. I always find it titillating imagining in the evening what it will be like the next morning.

And last but not least – there is something that feels extremely kinky about leaving the studio after an intense scat session and going outside into broad daylight. Quite often it seems as if we enjoy our most perverse fantasies at night. Doing something so taboo, so intimate, so exciting in the morning means that I have the rest of the day to savor the memories that pop up every now and then and enjoy the tingle I get when thinking about sexy experiences!